Saturday, May 27, 2006
The Doctor says Im ill
I have now been told to get bed rest by the doctor... He even sent a letter to my work place to tell them I wont be going in to work for sometime. I am ill and need bed rest. Its nice to know that I can finally spend time by myself... what I always wanted but I cant stay in one place for a week! I mean, I know I am allowed out and all... but I was told to relax and not do anything that would cause stress.... This really means to me that I should go away for a week until Doctor thinks I have had enough rest.
I spent today thinking how Im going to go about this time off. I know its like my wish has come true... But im more of a practical person than a lay back person. I wondered whether I hould go back to being an artist... Painting as and when I feel like it. When I was young I was so easily inspired. I guess you can say the world was my muse for life. But once I had started working I stopped working on my paintings. Its been nearly two years since I started working and I love what I do. I'm not a person who moans about going into work and staying late coz Iv worked hard to get my position.
Today I wondered what happened to the girl who's room was full of paintings. I went shopping at one of the furniture stores where they also sell works of unknown artist. I bought enough paintings to fill my apartment up. But after getting all the pictures up I saw the shining light at the end of the tunnel. I saw that this time off really ment that I should do all the things my heart desired... even if some of the things are naughty!
I have to start re-decorating my apartment... the idea of changing places has to be put aside for another time. But I need to start... I've got time off to do it...
The only bad thing would be that I wont see The man for some time. I saw him in the morning, his car was next to mine. But how cruel is fate to stop me seeing him again for some time... LoL
This time off will give me some perspective on him... Hopefully I should be able to think of a good reason to talk to him, if not then seeing him smile at me is still good.
I spent today thinking how Im going to go about this time off. I know its like my wish has come true... But im more of a practical person than a lay back person. I wondered whether I hould go back to being an artist... Painting as and when I feel like it. When I was young I was so easily inspired. I guess you can say the world was my muse for life. But once I had started working I stopped working on my paintings. Its been nearly two years since I started working and I love what I do. I'm not a person who moans about going into work and staying late coz Iv worked hard to get my position.
Today I wondered what happened to the girl who's room was full of paintings. I went shopping at one of the furniture stores where they also sell works of unknown artist. I bought enough paintings to fill my apartment up. But after getting all the pictures up I saw the shining light at the end of the tunnel. I saw that this time off really ment that I should do all the things my heart desired... even if some of the things are naughty!
I have to start re-decorating my apartment... the idea of changing places has to be put aside for another time. But I need to start... I've got time off to do it...
The only bad thing would be that I wont see The man for some time. I saw him in the morning, his car was next to mine. But how cruel is fate to stop me seeing him again for some time... LoL
This time off will give me some perspective on him... Hopefully I should be able to think of a good reason to talk to him, if not then seeing him smile at me is still good.
# posted by Ice.Fire : Saturday, May 27, 2006
