Monday, July 17, 2006
Love is blind, dumb and deaf!
I love him.
Wow! I hope I said it right. I have recently been speaking to The Man. We have become close even though he isnt near me. I love everything about him. I know before I couldnt accept the fact that he only wanted to have fun with me. But he did say he missed me and that he didnt care about fun. I never thought he left what I left. I had a vision of him in my mind, where he was on a high shelf, where he is untouchable. I can see him and he is near me but I can not truely have him. But that vision changed very slowly and now he is'nt on a high shelf. He's next to me with his arms around me. Weird how love changes things.
I was thinking last night, that we do things thinking we are making the best decision but in fact we are just playing a blind mans game. Like, not calling someone you love bacause you think they dont care about you. But if ever, we actually do pick up the phone and call we will find that, that person was thinking the same and feeling the same as you were. Thats how it was like with me and The Man. Even though I didnt call him, though I missed him dearly, he called me to tell me exactly what he was feeling.
The cliché saying "Love is blind". Well you dont know how true that is until it happens to you. Love is not only blind, but dumb and deaf. I have seen The Man in his ugliest look and I still found it alluring. (sick I know). He has also talked about his business and I noded like I knew everything he said, which ofcourse I didnt! He sings when he is driving, which is really out-of-tune. But I dont care, I love him.
The only problem... He doesnt know it.
Wow! I hope I said it right. I have recently been speaking to The Man. We have become close even though he isnt near me. I love everything about him. I know before I couldnt accept the fact that he only wanted to have fun with me. But he did say he missed me and that he didnt care about fun. I never thought he left what I left. I had a vision of him in my mind, where he was on a high shelf, where he is untouchable. I can see him and he is near me but I can not truely have him. But that vision changed very slowly and now he is'nt on a high shelf. He's next to me with his arms around me. Weird how love changes things.
I was thinking last night, that we do things thinking we are making the best decision but in fact we are just playing a blind mans game. Like, not calling someone you love bacause you think they dont care about you. But if ever, we actually do pick up the phone and call we will find that, that person was thinking the same and feeling the same as you were. Thats how it was like with me and The Man. Even though I didnt call him, though I missed him dearly, he called me to tell me exactly what he was feeling.
The cliché saying "Love is blind". Well you dont know how true that is until it happens to you. Love is not only blind, but dumb and deaf. I have seen The Man in his ugliest look and I still found it alluring. (sick I know). He has also talked about his business and I noded like I knew everything he said, which ofcourse I didnt! He sings when he is driving, which is really out-of-tune. But I dont care, I love him.
The only problem... He doesnt know it.
# posted by Ice.Fire : Monday, July 17, 2006
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Wow!! Congratulations! Sure its a gr8 feelin to be in love! But just an friend's advice, don't hide ur feelings, express them. Love is all about reciprocation. And the biggest mistake any1 does in love is hiding! So don't hide my friend!
Hi! Sorry For The Delay! Acually my PC suffered a serious Heart Attack(Mother Board Malfunction to be Geeky) so I could hardly write anything for the past few days, Anyways She's recovering fast and I'm hopin to post the next chapters regularly. Waitin for ur comments on my new story.
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