Monday, November 06, 2006
CARE/LOVE/HATE......................Delete as appropriate
You've come back to me and its ended badly again for the zillionth time. It happens every time and yet we never learn. I guess we hope that some how it might be different the next time. But thats not true, we were never ment to be. I guess no matter how much we change and try to better ourselves.... Me and you can not even be friends now.
This time I thought it would be different, this time I thought I wouldnt get emotionally involved. But when its you.... Im involved emotionally, phsyically and spiritually. I know, I know my friends had warned me a thousand times. But your intoxicating. Theres something about you that I can not find else where. As soon as I hear your voice or see your face I am under some spell where I can not think logically. Its like Im a walking zombie. I saw the warning signs around you but I still went with you. But now I am here again doing what I do best.... complaining about how I got too involved with you.
Does this happen to you too? Do you regret our friendship/relationship? I dont even know what we have any more. Its just so complicated. But whatever it is, do you regret it too? This world is full of billions of people to love and hate. You and me can not even fall in that category. I care/love/hate you (I delete as and when appropriate). Is this normal? Can we live like this?
My life too complicated already for me to decide. I just wish there was a simple answer.
This post is linked to W****.
This time I thought it would be different, this time I thought I wouldnt get emotionally involved. But when its you.... Im involved emotionally, phsyically and spiritually. I know, I know my friends had warned me a thousand times. But your intoxicating. Theres something about you that I can not find else where. As soon as I hear your voice or see your face I am under some spell where I can not think logically. Its like Im a walking zombie. I saw the warning signs around you but I still went with you. But now I am here again doing what I do best.... complaining about how I got too involved with you.
Does this happen to you too? Do you regret our friendship/relationship? I dont even know what we have any more. Its just so complicated. But whatever it is, do you regret it too? This world is full of billions of people to love and hate. You and me can not even fall in that category. I care/love/hate you (I delete as and when appropriate). Is this normal? Can we live like this?
My life too complicated already for me to decide. I just wish there was a simple answer.
This post is linked to W****.
# posted by Ice.Fire : Monday, November 06, 2006
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"My life too complicated already for me to decide. I just wish there was a simple answer."
Hello,
if u ask me how i found your blog, i cant answer it... but this part of the text u wrote told me everything. Here is someone that feels like me.
I'm from Portugal, and if you know portuguese language, u'll see that what i've wrote on friday, November 10, is all about seeking an answer...
I know very well how it feels like dont knowing what to do... what "road" to choose... my answer is about: ending or not a relationship...
But well... is only for u to know that somewhere there's someone dealing whith similar problems...
Kiss
Hello,
if u ask me how i found your blog, i cant answer it... but this part of the text u wrote told me everything. Here is someone that feels like me.
I'm from Portugal, and if you know portuguese language, u'll see that what i've wrote on friday, November 10, is all about seeking an answer...
I know very well how it feels like dont knowing what to do... what "road" to choose... my answer is about: ending or not a relationship...
But well... is only for u to know that somewhere there's someone dealing whith similar problems...
Kiss
This are my posts. Sorry for the bad English…
November 4, 2006
I feel myself lost…
Flood of doubts and with so few certainties…
There are times in that I feel alone…
There are times that i want to think of not think…
There are times in that I wish to become a block of ice, indifferent to everything and everybody…
There are times that i just wanted a lap, where could cry and leave all the bitterness…
Sometimes i just wanted to laugh, without pretend…
November 10, 2006
I am tired. It tired that Life put me so many obstacles. Any decision is always difficult because I have to guide me by reason, by heart and to a great extent by others...
is it so difficult for them to perceive that the decision that should take is not easy for me?
On one side is a pleasant life, although lacks some things for be able to to be considered happy, some few friends, an still a work that I do with the most greatest please.. But also is a city where lives people that have already hurt me.
I feel myself prey… I am tired. I want to go and I want to stay.
I want that they to help to decide... But, by the contrary one looks that everybody itself pawned in throw on top of me the decision... Although they do also the favor of put obstacles and difficulties.
They tell: you decide. But dont you forget that it should be in this way, and of the another one, and still more blá. ..blá...blá...
After all do they help me or not? They help me or they complicate me?
I present a solution or at least a base for arrive to a solution... and it looks that finally I begin it see the light...
And in a moment for another, the situation altered itself!
Damned it! Like this it is not fair! I am between the sword and the wall. ..
But nobody looks to understand my side and even overwhelm myself still more... They require more and more....
I am in the limit. ..ready to blast. ..
But one more time more I am going to gulp... I am going to continue to live a day after another... More and more it tired..
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November 4, 2006
I feel myself lost…
Flood of doubts and with so few certainties…
There are times in that I feel alone…
There are times that i want to think of not think…
There are times in that I wish to become a block of ice, indifferent to everything and everybody…
There are times that i just wanted a lap, where could cry and leave all the bitterness…
Sometimes i just wanted to laugh, without pretend…
November 10, 2006
I am tired. It tired that Life put me so many obstacles. Any decision is always difficult because I have to guide me by reason, by heart and to a great extent by others...
is it so difficult for them to perceive that the decision that should take is not easy for me?
On one side is a pleasant life, although lacks some things for be able to to be considered happy, some few friends, an still a work that I do with the most greatest please.. But also is a city where lives people that have already hurt me.
I feel myself prey… I am tired. I want to go and I want to stay.
I want that they to help to decide... But, by the contrary one looks that everybody itself pawned in throw on top of me the decision... Although they do also the favor of put obstacles and difficulties.
They tell: you decide. But dont you forget that it should be in this way, and of the another one, and still more blá. ..blá...blá...
After all do they help me or not? They help me or they complicate me?
I present a solution or at least a base for arrive to a solution... and it looks that finally I begin it see the light...
And in a moment for another, the situation altered itself!
Damned it! Like this it is not fair! I am between the sword and the wall. ..
But nobody looks to understand my side and even overwhelm myself still more... They require more and more....
I am in the limit. ..ready to blast. ..
But one more time more I am going to gulp... I am going to continue to live a day after another... More and more it tired..
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