I hope I know what Im doing....Coz I feel Lost

I know I havent written anything personal for a long time. It has just been posting of poetry. I am sorry for this, I have just alot going on. The Man is back in London and Im finding it hard not to get back with him. Its not like I dont want to get back with him its just that I still need time to grow. When I saw that he was back from Paris I was is the biggest disbelief ever! It seemed like the lights went off everywhere else and I couldnt even hear a sound. I saw him and everything else didnt matter. We shared one long look at each other, one small smile and then he walked away. I was left stunned. I know it was along time ago that me and The Man split up but he does still have a place in my heart.

I thought that if he is out of sight then he is out of mind but I was sooo wrong. He's been in my mind, hidden in there waiting to come out and show me that I still love him.